I have this very funny feeling.... i was the one who use to tell people that looks actually don matter, and ya its ok if the guy or girl doesn look good... but now i am standing here in a dilemma cos there is this one guy whose parents have asked my hand in marriage to this guy... but he looks sad... he stays abroad, he is the same community as i am... my parents are thrilled at the proposal... i am quite happy apart from one thing... HIS LOOKS, i really cant digest the fact that he looks bad.. moreover he is 6 years elder.. i mean that is also ok.. but still i am surprised at myself, where once i used to feel so proud about me adjusting in almost every situation, standing here like an idiot not able to take this up... here everything has not being decided yet but very scared cos it will not take time... i just hope all goes well... but i feel like a sissy... do looks really matter.. is it that my friends would have a better looking guy than i have? or may be i'll have a better living than they have????
